Life or Something Like it

After only one month of living in my apartment, my two roommates have called it quits because of a rather severe roach infestation in the kitchen of our humble abode.

Now be assured here, I don't blame them, because roaches are rather cumbersome little pests, but even a roach problem can be solved.  And I was rather bent on solving it, even if it took annoying the hell out of the landlord and the office workers to get it done.
   Because I recognized this as my home now, at least for the year.  This was the place I was supposed to spend..at LEAST the rest of the year in haha.

But...'tis no matter I suppose, but life itself at work.  My gut told me to be wary of roommates before, but I have a nasty habit of not following my intuition in the cases especially where it is most right, so strike one for me.  ...However, this sticky situation I have found myself in seems to have renewed my inability to trust my peers, the exception being the few that I have wholly given my trust to (you people know who you are when you read this,.there aren't that many of you lol).

When living with people whom you are co-dependent on, I realize that you always have to have a safety net just in case your ability to rely on them as they do you begins to wane.  Now this isn't to say that that waning is a bad thing - every person must do what is best for them, even sometimes to the detriment of others.  I am disappointed with how this situation turned out, yes.
But I understand the state of things, and have no hard feelings about them leaving.

Now I'm just wondering where to go next.  I need another job or I won't be able to support myself.  I need a new place to live, most likely a one bed one bath, furnished with a stove (I have a fridge and microwave already).
   I have pretty much all I need..though admittedly that isn't much...and I do have parents to depend on, and very dependable and compassionate friends and a loving boyfriend (far away though he is most of the time)...

I just need to keep my focus on the big picture, that's all.

...yep.